Hello all. I'm honestly looking over the edge of a metaphorical ledge wondering what this is all for.  I'm stuck in business meeting hell. Some of you might remember this devil from last year.  The mind-numbingly mundane material has me considering ending it all. I've had presentations galore - this stresses me out to no end. I ruined Health-a-thon 2011 (at least for this week). I stayed up way too late debaucherizing with my office friends. All of these things have been happening, so I've consumed a sick amount of caffeine. My body is rejecting said beverages. Needless to say, I'm in a dark space.

So, per my usual, when my body and brain are failing me, and nothing cures my ills, I head to the Google machine to find pictures of baby animals. It's a weird compulsion - but it works for me. "I have a FEVER! And the only perscription is more cowbell babies!!" Thanks, Google gods, for this veritable cuddle buffet:

I feel much better.

When we get breaks in our meetings lots of my friends rush outside to smoke. Today is a select time that I'm envious of that habit and wish I were in that club. What's all the fuss about? No, Casey, No. Find bunnies. I think this is what it feels like when you're addicted to cigarettes, need one badly, and get your fix.  I don't have a lot of familiarity with that feeling, but I think it's like this.

Do any of you have strange nicotines to get you through the rough times? Please make me feel less insane.